but it nonetheless was b e a u t i f u l

lemme know!

2006-08-18T00:16:41Z

someone tell me if this pic worked? this comp is being gay and all the pics either dont show or they have little red x's. please lemme know!

beautiful_sycho @ 2006-08-17T17:59:00

2006-08-17T18:11:06Z

im so fucking aggrivated right now. im living with my aunt and because of my age she thinks she can control me and my son. seeing as i live under her roof and she threatens me with kicking me out and all that shit, i ahve to do what shse says and it fucking sucks. ITS MY FUCKING SON, not hers. mine and marco, and if he fucked me over, and im over it, she needs to get the fuck over it, its not about me, and its not about him, its about our fuckiing son. Marco wants to drive up here monday and see the babes, and my aunt wont let him, how fucking gay is that? she thinks hes going to take him and file for custody. if i alreayd filed today, how does that make sence?! what the fuck, hes about to fucking give up on everything, and shes the cause of this, and its not fair to malechi, shes trying to protect us, but shes not doing it in OUR best interest; only hers. this shit is so fucking gay man. she says that he can come here for a few hours, what the fuck is a few hours going to do, i know how that would feel to me, and i dont want ANYONE even marco feeling like that, cause its just not fair. this whole fucking ordeal just isnt fair. yeah he fucked me over, yeah he used me, but like i said to her, and this is what she doesnt get, its not about me, its about MALECHI! whatttt the fucking hell. i need to get outta this house right now, im so fucking pissed off its unfuckingbelievable. this just isnt fucking fair you know?! i know no one is going to fucking read this shit and frankly i dont care aanymore! i just need to fucking get this off my fucking chest!!!!B hlkrhoivwa45uh. im just so mad that i dont know what to do, im going to tell him to bring the cops and hopefully they do their job and make is so that marco can take him for a week. i know i shouldnt, but i trust that hes going to bring him back, hes fucking crying over this shit, its not faiiirrr, i have too big of a heart and care too muc h about people who dont give a shit about me (even though he does care about me still its harddd) i cant be mean, i cant say OH YOU CANT SEE YOUR SON, because thats not what i want, and if he doesnt take him this week hes going to be fucking crushed, he wasnts to take off to fucking florida and just forget about him because thats how much this shit is hurting him, and yes i know i shouldnt care but i fucking do! i have a fucking heart unlike my aunt at the moment. i honeestly think that she doesnt like marco because he is a dude, i mean i think something happened a long time ago, becaus at some point she was married and had no idea she was a lesbian, and whatever the fuck happened made he hate guys.. i honestly believe in that.. cauase why else besides the fact that she did go through this same shit with my dad and mom when they were fighting over me, but i dont think that marco would go as far as my mom did, i rreallly dont know what the fuck to do. im praying to god that something will happen and my aunt wont be so stubborn and think about how the fuck i feeel about this! its my fycjking son. and no i dont give a shit if i fuck up while im typing cause no one is going to fucking read my rants. no one ever does. anyway, i think im going tofucking go and asldgkjeilybapiyhnlrth no idea. butt blahhh im so fucking pissed, i just want to kill someone right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont get me wrong im thankful that she took us in and is helping me out with EVERYTHING but damn, she doesnt need to be doing this. its too fucked up. shes making it more fucked up than it has to be, i want my son to see his fuckin dad. is that too much to fucking ask?! i hate knowing that hes hurting because if it was me, i probably would have honestly killed myself by now, cause thats how much it hurts.. he has nothing, no appartment, no son to see laugh and smile and see crawling all around everywhere saying DADDADADADDAAAA ... and fuck he is just losing everything all at once, this isnt fair.. and i know i shouldnt care but i fucking do!!!

beautiful_sycho @ 2006-05-28T17:02:00

2006-05-29T00:11:50Z

Have you ever...?

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance. sorrtttaaaa
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
French kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital. -- given my bestfriend/boy i liked - stitches
Snuck out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls. - not on purpose those cause i dont believe in kicking guys in the balls because im mad or w/e
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. -not a friend at the time....=[
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested/in trouble with the cops.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day. - when im depressed thats what i do.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity. - not mistaken - but when i dyed my hair i was told i look like elvira and chritina agulara -- nah i dont think soo though.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

wooooooooooo-hoooooooo stolllennnnn!!

2005-01-10T01:34:02Z

again, bordom. stolen bitch. ;]

One secret.

One compliment.

One complaint.

One thing you just wanted to tell me but couldn't.

One quote that reminds you of me.

How long we've been friends.

And a hint to who you are!

do it now bitches!! =]

Loveee.

well you couldnt really leave it ann. cause im an idiot. so i fixed it if anyone wants to do itttt

beautiful_sycho @ 2004-12-24T19:13:00

2004-12-25T00:16:54Z

blah. dont have much to say.

got here yesterday, and im here til like 1, when i get driven home and stuff.
yesterday was a bad luck day, i hate those. my moms here, cool stuff yo.

uhm, just got back from church, and now im waiting, well everyone is waiting for the rest of the family to show up. and then its family fun. i love how we manage to fit ninty family members into one house. haha. yankee swahps..

nothing more to be said. merry effing christmas, and alex, hope you feel better =]

hope everyone gets what they want.

Love.

friends only bitachhhhes

2004-08-24T17:52:42Z

all credit goes to __grotesk

comment to be added bitches.

add me first, and then ill add back.